BitterSweet...

BitterSweetLove...

BitterSweetBlood...

:)

Hacia frio, el viento soplaba con toda su fuerza

fue una tarde normal, o almenos eso aparentaba

quedamos para encontrarnos en la libreria

caminando juntos nos encontramos con el grupo de siempre

y empezaron las estupideces?

todos terminaron corriendo o haciendo bromas

ami me secuestraban y me abrazaban,

glomp!

De vez en cuando te acercabas y me abrazabas,

las ojas caian del arbol

y ya se estaba haciendo tarde

terminamos caminando por el mismo camino de siempre

cojiendonos de la mano

hablando de estupidezes como siempre

riendonos por cualquier cosa

bromeando todo el tiempo

llegamos al mismo cruze

y la historia se repetia

nos metimos en un barrio desconocido

terminastes convenciendome

era tarde, tenias que irte

tenia que irme...

Sabiendo que el erea timido...

no me esperaba esto de el

un beso, calido, suave,

tierno, apasionado...

nunca me habia sentido asi

te abraze, senti mi corazon estallar

todo fue tan rapido...

Salimos de aquel barrio

ya despidiendome de ti

otro beso mas,

este mas apasionado que antes

pero en algun momento

en algun segundo

perdi el balance

casi me tropiezo,

pero tu me sostenistes

con aquella bella sonrisa

con aquellos preciosos ojos...

Sigo preguntandome

cuando me enamore de ti?

cuando empeze a sentirme asi?

Nadie conoce la historia...

Nadie conoce cuanto sufrimos

Nadie conoce la pesadilla detras del cuento de hadas...

Me encuentro adicta a tu fragancia

a tus besos

a aquella dulce mirada

aquella voz que susurra mi nombre...

Mi unico deseo...

es...

...

Walking together
holding hands
laughing and joking around, beautiful

The sun is dying, my tears are blooming
never thought it would hurt so much
to just say good bye...

wishing that some day, somehow, we can be together

wishing that someday, i could live with you by my said

dont leave me...

They don't know the story behind us
nor how it hurts

they don't know nothing about us
nothing at all...

Your soft lips
your beautiful eyes
they dazzle me...

to be or not to be?
to kiss you... or say goodbye?

I don't wanna give up
I don't wanna let go

Will you please stay by my side?
Will you please...

stay with me...?

First Love

What is love? for me, I would never be able to describe it with words, i find that to be imposible ._.
but... my life would never be the same if it werent for him...

I dont know if it's love or not... but...

Everytime I see him I end up smiling
and when he notices when im cold and warms my hand with both of his hands, i love that

I remember back when just holoding hands was the most amazing thing in the world

or our first kiss... it was truly amazing.

Even though he cant go on dates, or he cant spend that much time afterschool with me,
I love every single moment I spend with him

I've learned to appreciate every single moment, every single hug, every single kiss,
everything is so special...

It just makes me so happy to be with him,
its a feeling I've never felt before...

I still remember
a few months ago...
i dont know how I did it, but i told him that I liked him
I still wonder where did that courage came from...

I remember not sleeping that night,
I spent the entire night thinking about him...
Wishing that somehow... my wish could come true...

I remember...
asking him out, it was embarassing, especially because I did it twice
but it was worth it...

I remember
how much I hated summer
I couldnt see him
I wanted to be with him
I missed him so much...

He suddenly became my inspiration
the reason why I write...

He suddenly became the most important guy in my life...

I remember...

how awkward everything was when I saw him in the first day of school
but it was kinda of funny

I remember, the first time we hold hands...
I was so happy...

And our first kiss... was.. I wouldnt even know how to describe it

I think that one of the reasons that made that kiss that special was because,
because I told him 'i love you' for the first time...

Besides family and my angel, I've never actually said that to anyone

I somehow I ended up crying, but after thinking about it over and over...
I think I finally now why I cried...
I just love him...

But...
I felt so weak
it was as if I died and went to heaven...
It was the best feeling in the world...

I don't know if it's normal to feel like this
so weak... I've never felt so weak in my life...

And I feel like that everytime we kiss...
and I love it...

Is there something as loving someone too much?
I guess there is... at least I do...

I can't picture myself with any other guy
its imposible...

I would like to say 'I'll be with him forever'
but 'forever' is a word I would never use...

I would like to spend more time with him
and get to know him more,

maybe
maybe...
Will my next wish come true?

If it does...
I would def. start freaking out
so many wishes have come true lately...

but if it does..
just this tiny small wish...

I guess for now,
the only thing I'll say is...

That I love him...
he is... everything that I wanted
Everything that I wished...

And as my sweet and loving cousin said...
I'll just keep fighting for my man :)

...

Caminando por la desolada calle
Me encuentro con mi alma

No existe lugar en el que poder encajar
donde mi alma pueda brillar

Cansada de las lagrimas, el llanto y el dolor
Cansada de terminar muerta en vuestro amor

Las lagrimas que derrame
la sangre que broto
las traiciones y mentiras
se unen en un solo son...

La maldita guerra que estallo en nuestra prision
las cadenas que secuestro aquella bella pasion

Interminables noches asesinando este amor
eternas lagrimas, victimas de este dolor

...

Perdida en el laberinto de tu corazon
encerrada ente tus paredes blancas
secuestrada en tu mundo negro...

Re-Connect

Walking around in darkness
theres a star that vividly shines

let the sky be the only path
the parth in which our hearts will re-connect

after an endless summer
after those foggy mornings

our hearts will re-connect

In the mist of the night
In the shadows of the day
Our hearts will bloom (let the connection begin)

Even if I die
Even if I survive
My only purpose in life is to re-connect our hearts

let the stars guide us
let the wind carry my message
a message of love
a re-connection

We live in a Black and White worls
Where our only purpose
is to re-connect our hearts